Posted on: Mon, May 11 2009 10:52 AM
Posted by: Telula68
Posts: 65
Hello, Hope everyone is doing well today. I posted last week about how i took today and tomorrow off from work. my goal is not to relax but to get things done!! My house is in a shambles...my life for that matter is too.I am getting things done and pushing through the pain, however, I am feeling very anxious today for some reason. I am pretty sure it is because I am counting down the hours til i have to return to my job on wednesday...sounds silly but That is where alot of my anxiety comes from. I feel like there just isn't enough time and each hour that passes brings me closer and closer to that dreaded hour where i will have to drag myself to work. I wish I could just be a "normal" person and work every day and not have it be such a struggle. I just needed to vent a little. It isn't "normal" that i should be so preoccupied by the passage of time!!!
"I cannot persuade myself that a beneficent and omnipotent God would have designedly created parasitic wasps with the express intention of their feeding within the living bodies of caterpillars." Charles Darwin