Jenn: I just want a VACATION from the PAIN!!!!!!!
Hey Jenn, My name is Sandy. There are a lot of people here that understand what you are feeling. I for one. I have Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and I do not remember what it felt like to have a day without pain. I am only 51 but I feel a lot older.
Many of us have tried many things to help our pain. Some meds. help some people and the same med. won't help the next person. People with Chronic Pain will never be without pain like they use to be. The drs. will try many meds. on you, I pray they will find one that takes enough pain so you can cope with it.
I have learnt how to live with my pain. Everyone with Chronic Pain do learn how to live with it. It just takes time to know what will hurt you in the long run and how much you can take. I can't walk, sit or stand for long periods of time.
If you want more help and understanding try going to "Living with the Pain of Fibromyalgia". We call it our little Village. Everyone is Kind and Understanding. There are so many people that don't understand that sort of pain, but we do.
Take Care and Gentle Hugs {because hard ones hurt}, Sandy
Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.