Wednesday, January 27, 2010 - 15:34 -
Had gotten up from a needed nap time, not simply for autistic sensory "down time", but to give my spastic legs "a rest". I slept an hour, & I spent the final hour "immobile", with my legs seeming like heavy uranium. While mutely staring @ the ceiling there in my bedroom, I saw "shifting" fractal Mandelbrot Set Patterns dancing on the ceiling. Not a "hallucination" or delusion, but simply I was perceiving the "natural" visual receptor cell "firing patterns" operating in my retina. I did finally start to "move", just before 15:00, & I am not sure why, but I needed to perform a "private" self-comfort behavior. I then got out of my bed & onto my severely pronating feet, & I changed my diaper, & then sat back down on my bed to re-dress myself. I then went out into the Kitchen to rinse off dishes & put them in the dishwasher machine for Dad. I then toddled downstairs on my tippy-toes, using my forearm crutches for balance.
15:54 -
Upstairs, I can hear Nate. I think he is cooking Supper. I guess it will be Sausages, Texas Toast, & a Vegetable. I myself was just entertaining myself, watching an episode of "Transformers: Cybertron" on my little portable DVD player/viewer.
19:17 -
Returned home a few minutes ago from being out over @ the Mall @ Rockingham Park, where I walked around on my forearm crutches, uncontrollably on my tippy-toes. Despite the "discomfort", I was "on my feet" for 2+ hours. While in the shopping mall, I did have a bowel accident, & I simply toddled using my crutches hundreds of feet through the mall & the Sear Store to use the porcelain hobby horse in the Sears Store Men's Room. Not angry or upset I "pooped my pants" uncontrollably while out in public. Cleand myself up, & then went to my next destination, the Rite Aid Pharmacy, where I purchased 4 small bottles of my favorite Soda Pop, "Diet Dr. Pepper", before driving myself home in my truck.
Feeling happy this evening. Not tired yet. Just fatigued "below my waist", because when walking long distance, my muscles are spastic & tight, simply to keep me upright & moving.
Well, here is a "funny advertising slogan":
"DEPEND - When you absolutely, positively ‘have to go', & you are nowhere near a Porcelain Hobby Horse".
Hmm?
Why is it, in "Baby Diaper Commercials" on the television, it is "ok", to show "babies & toddlers" parading in front of the camera, in "nothing but their disposable diaper(s)", yet, it is "pornography", if say,, a disabled adult, using forearm crutches & wearing orthopedic braces on his/her legs, wearing an adult diaper" parades in front of a camera, let us say, for a similar format advertising commercial for Kimberly-Clark "DEPEND" adult diapers?
19:48 -
Had been mutely entertaining myself with watching another episode of the old Supermarionation Sci-Fi Puppet TV Show, "Stingray"
